Warning of War
Anonymous
Fingertips trace the outline of her skin
Feels like countless days spent in
Been fantasizing about getting better
But it’s too big of a storm to weather
Lost girl of her mother
Trapped under this plate
Eyeing the face of others
With a low heart rate
Only thoughts are numbers
Running up to her room
Making them frown once more
Might be a warning of war
Stabling herself in the mirror again
Convinced that it’s all just fate
Been flushing daydreams now and then
Head’s spinning until she sleeps at eight
Lost girl of her father
Born to run away
Made another lover
With a toxic fate
Stumbling little soldier
Carved out to the bone
Giving no clear closure
Might be a warning of war
Reminding herself it’s stoppable
Although it feels so impossible
Better days ahead
If she stops playing dead
Reminding herself it’s edible
Although it seems unacceptable
Better fix this mess
To make progress
Lost friend of her sister
Somehow in the same lane
Avoiding their worried eyes
With the biggest shame
Tape rewinds for tomorrow
And so does she
Making them frown once more
Might be a warning of war
It’s a warning of war.